I had a dream, well rather nightmare i would call, about him again
and this time the night sweat was really bad. it was like i was dripping or something and i woke up at 3 or half 3 in the morning, watching the sky gradually turning bright…
I had a dream, well rather nightmare i would call, about him again
and this time the night sweat was really bad. it was like i was dripping or something and i woke up at 3 or half 3 in the morning, watching the sky gradually turning bright…
I figured, it’s not that I need people to have faith in me, to believe in my capability, but it is myself that needs to know I am capable.
maybe someday i will be tired of having you in my thoughts almost 24/7 like now
but at least now i’m not that tired yet :)
it’s not easy to open up to that one person
not easy to let your guard down,
not at all.
what would he think if he knew about his pending girlfriend thinking about cutting/ taking pills to kill herself at some point…?
